It has been a minute. Sorry.

I feel bad that I haven't posted in a little while. After the death of Amanda I just wanted to zone out from this for awhile, really everything. I just wanted to take time to reflect on life, and I did that. I am back now...oh yes, I am back!

What has been going on this past week you might ask...well let me tell you A LOT! I will start off by complaining about school. I am behind on it, this 9 weeks is going to kick my ass. Seriously. I have a Psych class that is really hard for me. It is hard for me because I actually have to put a lot of time into the class and really think. There is a lot of work that goes into it, and it is really hard for me to find the time. I really need to start getting up earlier in the morning again and having that free time w/out the little one being up. I was doing well, but then with everything last week I just couldn't bring myself to get out of bed that early. I will start tomorrow. I have to.

I had my last weigh in with my PCP this past Monday. I am scheduled for surgery on Nov. 1st. Now I just have to play the waiting game with my insurance. The surgeons office is submitting to my insurance by the end of the week. I really hate having Aetna telling me if I can get this or not....but I have to....so I am just waiting. I will not get excited until I hear them call me and tell me that I have been approved. Lets just hope that it is approved. I really just want to get this done and the new life started. A new healthy life.

That is whats has been going on with me, unfortunately I haven't been able to read my blogs that I usually am addicted to...so what has everyone else been up to? I will try to get caught up with everyone, but I have a really busy next 2 weeks and honestly I HAVE to concentrate on school. As soon as my surgery is over I will have more time to read! Soooo....leave me a note and tell me whats up! : )

I can make a CPAP sexxxy!

I hope everyone had a fab weekend! I had a decent weekend. Friday night me and the boy spent the night at my mom and dads. The hubby had to work overtime Saturday morning so I needed out of this house before I screamed. Sometimes you just need to get out of the house.

Saturday night was interesting. A few weeks ago I went for a sleep apnea test. I swore up and down that I didn't have it, well I have severe sleep apnea. (If you want to read more about that you can click here) Well, I had to go get fitted for my sleep apnea mask and spend the night to get my oxygen numbers that I will have to use when I sleep. Yea, you know the mask some people have to sleep with, ya that is what this hot mama has to wear. I told my husband I am the only one that is going to make this CPAP sexxxy. How true is that! Too bad they didn't come in pink? It is okay though, it is all for my gastric bypass. Hopefully after my surgery I won't have to wear it once I lose this weight. Keep your fingers crossed.

Wednesday is my big day that I hopefully get my surgery date. I know, I said I would not turn this blog into my outlet...but I also have to mention it on here too since this is what is going on in my life.

On another note (to change the subject) I got all my homework turned in early today and got to spend a Sunday comfortable and lazy around the house without having to worry about school work. Of course I had to worry about a toddler begging for attention (lol) but I am used to that. I would much rather play with a toddler than sitting here doing school assignments....well sometimes.

Men do not THINK before they Sp..... Do ANYTHING

What more can I get blamed for in this house of blue? Seriously my husband has topped them all with what he started with me this evening....let me start by explaining. This morning I was on the phone with him and I was bitchin' about my allergies, they were so bad this morning my throat was itchy, whatever, I have had them for years I know how to deal. Well, he asked if I still had the AC on and I told him I did because we just woke up and I haven't had time to check the weather. He told me to not even bother checking just to keep it on...so I assumed it was humid or hot I was so busy doing breakfast/coffee I didn't even think about it. Tonight he is getting another cold...or allergies, he doesn't know (typical man). He said it was because I keep is so cold in here! I was like "you told me this morning to not bother turning off the AC so I didn't. What does he say, I honestly was speechless for a few seconds...and that never happens. He said "well you never listen to me any other time!" I was like "you mean to tell me if I don't listen to you I get bitched at, then if I do listen to you and you don't like the outcome I get bitched at....where do I win?" Seriously?! I am being so short with him tonight, I can not even begin to think about wanting to talk to him. Why are men so thoughtless?

On that note, I have finals this week, and I really am nervous I am going to lose my 2 A's I have in my classes. I really like saying I have A's, and I will be really upset if I got to say I had 2 A's all quarter, then then have to say I ended up with 2 B's or even worse 2 C's. I have til Sunday to take my finals, so I am holding off as long as possible so I can study as much as possible.

So I guess my week is going to have to listen to a sick man...which let me tell you is the worst. I would rather poke my eyes out with a spork then to have to listen to a man being sick.....I wish I could break down when I got a little cold...or better yet act like I am dying and can't move for a week....wouldn't that be nice?! I could only dream!


OH OH OH OH OH....on an upside of things, I won 4 midnight passes to Sex and the City 2 today...Downside, no one I know can or wants to go! FML!