Super Busy Super Momma!

The worst thing in the world is waking up knowing that you have a full schedule ahead of you. For me it doesn't even involve me leaving the house, but I am still trying to get my house ready for this party on Saturday. From the way I keep going on, ya'll must think my house is a wreck, it really isn't, I just want everything to be perfect. It is really hard. I am trying, it is just hard with a little monster behind me messing things up. Today I have to clean the bathroom, clean the kitchen just a little from yesterday, Andrew is going to do Xavier's room. I think that is pretty much it. I am going to go to the store tonight after he gets home. I need to pick up a few odds and ends and just get out by myself for a little. Then tomorrow morning our new refrigerator gets here...thank goodness. I can not wait for that, then tomorrow night we are going to go grocery shopping. We were going to go grocery shopping tonight, but really...whats the point when we have to take all the stuff out of the fridge, and also the freezer has to freeze and stuff like that. Soooo...we will just do that part of things tomorrow evening. Fine with me. I need to come up with a little dessert for Saturday. I am having just finger foods, I am doing buffalo chicken dip and chips and dip...but I am trying to think of a dessert too. I have no idea what to make. I will be looking online later tonight. If anyone has any fun ideas, leave them, I would love to try something new...and you know I'll post on my blog a picture and how it turns out!

I think I am stressing out and wanting everything perfect because I want everyone to be like "wow she got things under control." Most of my friends are working moms, and I am really the only non working mom right now. Its not that I feel "left out" I just want it to be like "wow..she does do things during the day." hahaha. I think stay at home moms know what I am trying to say.

Well, let me start on things around the house. I want to get lunch out of the way and hopefully get this boy down for a nap later so I can get ready to run to the store when the hubs gets home. I do not want to be too late tonight because I have so much to do. eek. :) I can not wait til Saturday to get here so I can just relax!

It's never too early for Vodka.

Oh it is that kind of morning. It is only 11am and I have already been touched to much for the day. I have been cuddled on, hanged on, climbed on, spilled juice on, I have just had it. Do not get me wrong, I love cuddling with Xavier, it is the best in the world, but when you are touched too much it gets old really fast. My husband comes home and sometimes wonders why I do not even want to hug him, it is because I am touched all day. I just want my personal space. Not only do I get touched all day, I get told "no" all day, I have to toddler talk all day, it is really hard. I just want to scream by the end of the day. I love home women that are not stay at home moms always think that it is really easy to stay at home all day and say how much they would love it. Please, try it for a month. At first it is nice, but when you have a toddler in the house, your house is never clean, toys are constantly being pulled out and your head is spinning all day. Just when you think you get to sit down to do nothing, something else happens or needs done at that very moment. It is honestly the hardest job in the world. Then silly me puts school work on top of that, seriously what was I thinking?

I do not want people to think I am blogging for a pitty party, I am just blogging to stay somewhat sane. I have lost my mind a few times here and there, the one day the windows were wide open and Xavier just wouldn't listen at all that day, I just looked at him at one point and screamed at the top of my lungs. The boy just looked at me like I had lost it, and since my neighbors are all our relatives, I am sure they are thought "she has finally lost it". Ha. I thought for that minute I had lost it to, but I actually felt better, I just screamed then went back to what I was doing. Felt damn good. You should try it, I recommend it.

I woke up this morning to a tweet about Yo Gabba Gabba Live coming to Pittsburgh. I can not wait for this, tickets go on sale next week for a September 30th show. I think I am more excited then anything else. I just hope we can get tickets because seriously, I know this is going to sell out fast...hella fast. I am going to be with the crazy moms trying to get their child up close to see this. Actually they will be trying, I WILL get Xavier up close! (lol)

Okay my child will not stop screaming, I am about to spike my morning coffee, I seriously need a drink. Its 5 o-clock somewhere right?